In surfing the Doctor Who tags and Rose Tyler tags, I kinda ship her with eleven and I haven’t even met him yet … I fear that there is something slightly wrong with me. 

Well, I shouldn’t fear that, I totally know it since I haven’t moved on with the end of Ten’s line looming over me. I can’t bring myself to end it. Mess, I am such a mess.

I do feel though that when I make it to Eleven I will love him and his all the same as I loved Nine’s and Ten’s life stories. I’ve decided not to be judgy and to love all the characters in Doctor Who, because really, there isn’t any reason to hate them.

But I am still confused at why I ship Rose and Eleven as much as I do Nine and Ten with Rose… Maybe that’s just the way it has to be for me. 

I can live with that. 

i love that no matter what day of the week it is, it’s always a special reblogging day. 

Though Tuesdays and Thursdays are my favourite.

… back to writing.

I’m shopping for books and thinking… I should become a professional writer. Drop everything and do it.

The more I surf the Doctor Who tag, the more I want to re-watch Nine. … I get to it and then I start babbling and crying over Rose and I can’t. 

I feel as if I should be okay about this all ready. But le sigh, I am not.

Also, I just realized that I never thought of Billie Piper as beautiful in the beginning

- and then BAM! All of a sudden she’s this unobtainable force of gorgeous and I can’t contain myself. I think it happened the moment she danced with The Doctor. 

I saw her and was blown away. And now, I can’t get her out of my head. Of course, anytime I see her, I start to tear up. I even get upset if someone says “Rose” and I want to start yelling: “Don’t talk about my Rose.”

The last character that made me this upset was Molly from A Summer to Die. I’d cry at the mention of the name for the longest time - I work with dogs. Do you know how many Molly’s are out there? Fish called Mollies. … They thought I was crazy. 

Perhaps I am crazy. I don’t suppose that would be a bad thing.

Anyway, I want to re-watch Nine’s timeline - which will always me be my favourite for so many reasons, but Hell, I can’t even re-watch Ten without going crazy. I’m not even done with Ten and I know it’s gonna suck. Plus, I’m on the rag, so I can’t watch any Doctor Who at all. Makes me too emotional all ready and then with raging lady hormones, it’s so not happening. 

What was I saying? I kinda just want to watch The Empty Child & The Doctor Dances. It’s nice and creepy plus John Barrowman. … John Barrowman is not creepy. … That paragraph is made of failure. Sweet, succulent failure.

I’m gonna go back to script writing. 

my usb mouse died today and i am slowly going insane having to use the touch pad. i am tempted to make a special outing to the all night wal mart to get one. … fuch, i am spoiled.